
Currently in my very early 20s, I try hard to act my age, but for most people that just isn't enough. I world today has such universal age stereotypes that if you're at my age and your idea of having "fun" in ANYTHING other than partying, drinking, going out chillin', then you're an outcast freak. Well, that's exactly what I am. To put in other simpler terms, I'm that nerdy dweeb who prefers minimal human contact, except for a small group of people that I really enjoy being with. Even my zodiac sign tells me that I have a drive to experience life on a big level, and that I love to travel and become immersed in new cultures to learn quickly. That's exactly me. But I learn what I like, which mostly excludes brainy material like advance mathematics and sciences. So if you develop a new bio-degradeable plastics, I'd be happy to read about it in Wired and may be even by it off the shelf on my next entusiastic trip to super market, but please spare me the chemical formula mumbo-jumbo, that freaks me out.
I have spent most of life infront of a TV screen, may it be an actual TV or a monitor screen bombarding me with millions of harmful gamma rays, I just love 'em. As a kid I grew up in a third world country experiencing a very unique life divided among two families for each of my first two decades, and now in my 20s I am essentially in my third episode, which I'd call, the "great adventures". According to an early astrological analysis, I am destined to suffer from medical troubles all my life, which might sound like stupid superstician, but actually it is kind of true. Physically I am on the "not top notch" side, having never really being the sporty kind. I was never much into team sports, because being not-so-good-at-it means having to listen to others, which brings me to another of my many problems: authority.
I think that I am right most of the time. Although this results in myself being my only follower, I am happy with that. For me to work with others they usually have to know more than I do, so I can learn more. If that seems selfish to you, not that down as another one of my qualities. Similarly, I hate changes that are not self induced, because those that aren't are mostly not good, unless sometimes if they come from my parents. Over the years, relationships like friendship and even love have told just one thing: the world is all about scratching backs, nothing more nothing less. But like always, their might just be exceptions.
Lastly, I share the common male side by being extra nice to the opposite sex and being nice to to everyone who shows a decent level of respect. To me that's all what life is about, not zoomy cars, executive jobs or big mansions. My only dream left is to live my dream of an American life, where I have freedom to express myself and live the way I want to, although that path seems to be getting narrower and narrower as the world becomes more phobaic of everything everyday. My way of keeping myself off these worries is exploring new things online, in movies & on TV, and in words or idea written or spoken. So just keep the knowledge flowing in, until I'm no more. That's how I live.
Posted in Me . Last modified on November 16, 2005 6:58 AM