I always wonder how a friendship can last a lifetime. Yes, I have heard stories about it. But what I've personally experienced, friendship can rarely last over a long period of time.

Unfortunately, ones wants and needs change constantly... and every friendship no matter how strong is based on either one of these. In school you want to make friends because without some one to talk to about stuff other than studies there won't be a balance between learning and having fun. In your adult life you make friends because of other reasons i.e. your job, your free time etc. etc. But those reasons in todays life keep changing on a regular basis, making most friendships incompatible. Friends become people you know, and those turn into people you knew sometime in the past.

I hate that we will such lives... I want my friendships to be permanent. Hell, I want my world to be permanent. Why does nothing go according to my plans? according to what I wish? I hate that! I know that this nature of mine is killing me more and more everyday, but even people who know about it don't bother to help. (Hey... what can they do, they are only my "friends" afterall.)

I guess, we don't live in a perfect world after all.