Usually I love it when I am praised for my little or no knowledge of computers and and everything involving them, but sometimes it's really a pain in the ass. I hate it when people try to praise you and then ask for those teeny-beeny favors that they want me to give them. Those things like installing an OS or checking if ringtones are available for a certain cellphone seem like nothing at all, but when when u have a schedule like mine where u have rarely time for even building ur own goddamn website, you tend to get pissed. It's not like I don't wanna share my knowledge, but the more I am being bugged the more I am being stubborn in helping people, which is no good either... I hate to let down ppl who have expectations from me.

Similarly, I cannot understand how people who u have the highest expectations from let you down again and again. And why the hell does it happen to me? Oh well, I guess I bug them too much and that makes them defiant of my demands. Damn my possessiveness.